Tuesday, July 2, 2013

A little Less in Moore, Oklahoma

One Lady's Story of Surviving the Tornado that ripped through Town

Monday, May 20, 2013 started out as a normal day until the urgency of the storm warnings came across the news station.

Watching the hail come down and the skies turn dark, I got an uneasy, panicky feeling in my heart and the pit of my stomach.  The tornado sirens were going off in the neighborhood.  The news station started naming areas close to where we live, and were telling people to take cover, to get under ground.

I called my daughter who lives in Massachusetts but only got her voice mail.  I told her I loved her very much and that I wasn't sure what was going to happen.

I was sitting on a stepstool between the washer and dryer in our small utility room, off the kitchen.  I got a call from my sister, Elaine who lives in Tennessee.  She had just heard on the radio that a tornado was on the ground in Oklahoma City.  I told her I was trying not to panic and that the sirens were going off in the neighborhood. Then my phone 'beeped', so I told her I would call her back after I checked messages - there were none.  I dialed my daughter's number again with no luck.  Then I called Paul, who was at work, but there was no connection.  Next I called Elaine and we connected.

She sternly told me to "... get into a hall and lay on the floor as flat as you can get NOW!"  I grabbed my purse, went into the hallway and laid flat on the floor.  All of a sudden I felt the wind on my feet as if I were barefoot (I had shoes on) and felt it grabbing my legs.  I started screaming!  I told Elaine I couldn't stay there in the hallway and I started crawling (army style) into the bathroom, next to were I had been laying in the hall.

Now I was on my left side holding the cell phone tightly against my left ear.  Our kitten had come into the bathroom with me then went back out into the house.  I thought I felt her on my ankles then realized it was dirt, dust and debris blowing across them and onto me.  All I could do was scream.  Elaine told me she loved me and I stop screaming long enough to tell her I loved her, too. My eyes were shut tight as she screamed right along with me!  (I am so thankful she was 'there' with me through this!)  I remember thinking, "I can't die, my family will be sad."  I also remember the image I saw while my eyes were tightly shut was like a stained glass kaleidoscope.

The sound of the tornado and the house coming apart is indescribable although I did read one woman's description that fits pretty good:  "... the roar of a lion with a freight train coming out of its mouth."

Everything got real quiet.  Remarkably my sister is still on the phone with me.  Elaine asked if I was dead. All I could say was, "Shhhh, listen... is it over?"  She asked if I could move, and I couldn't because there was stuff piled on top of me.  She asked if I could open my eyes, I could not because they were full of dirt and dust.  I wiped them and my vision was very blurry but I could see my glasses just a few inches from my face. I put them on.  Elaine could sense the feeling that was building in me and did her best to calm me down by telling me to focus and center myself... and breathe.

When I was 'calmed down' she asked me to look up.  I told her I could see the sky.  She heard hysteria rising in my voice and told me to close my eyes again and focus.  She asked for my address and where I was in the house so she could call the local police and let them know I was buried inside.  As soon as she got the info she needed the connection dropped and I could not reach anyone.  I was lying there smelling the dirt and dust.  I had it in my mouth, nose, ears... I smelled what I thought was a skunk but then realized it was probably propane leaking out from the other houses.  I tried to send a text to Paul to let him know where I was but the message would not go through.
 
I looked up and saw the sky
 

Just seconds after my phone disconnected I could hear a man yelling, "Call out!"  I laid there thinking, what the heck does he mean, 'call out'?  Then it dawned on me that he was looking for people who were trapped, like me!  I started yelling 'I'm in here!'  The man came around the back of the house and I heard him say, "Oh my God!"  I thought 'oh my God WHAT?!?'  I could feel the release of pressure as he pulled the debris, the walls, roof off me.  He helped me up and out of the house.  Amazingly I only had cuts on my arms and legs (the bruises showed up later).  I asked his name and he replied, 'we don't have time for that right now...'  I looked at him and told him I wanted to thank him and asked his name again to which he replied "Corey".
 
my safe place

I could hear gas hissing from the other houses.  He asked if anyone else was in the house and I told him our kitten, CC, was in there but we couldn't find her.  I told him I knew the lady next door was home so he went over there and pulled her out of her closet.  Suddenly some one shouts there's another one coming and we could hear the sirens going off in the next neighborhood.  I looked around and asked where do we go? there was no placed to go!  The siren stopped.  I kept looking up at the sky... our neighborhood looked like it was a war zone, like several bombs had gone off.
 
I walked away from this

I started walking up the street towards Telephone Rd. with Corey, another man and a lady with a dog in her arms.  Phone service was still out and I needed to let Paul know I was alive and where I was going. I could hear the sirens from police cars and ambulances and fire trucks as people were walking around in shock including me.  I didn't know where to go.   I tried calling Paul again and was able to leave a voice mail for him.  I didn't know that message would take over an hour to reach his phone and that he had been trying to contact me as well.

Corey said I could sit in his truck.  He ran ahead then came back saying his truck had been stolen.  Then he continued down the side streets in search of others that may be trapped.  I thought how odd that he didn't get upset that his truck was missing.

I crossed over Telephone Rd. to the Warren Theatre's parking lot.  A nurse talked to me a bit and I told her I wasn't hurt that badly and I was sure others needed her attention more than me.  I stood off from the crowd so I could be easily spotted by Paul when he came looking.  All I could see was the devastation all around but I don't think my mind let me take it all in at that time - thankfully!

Paul left work after the 'all clear' in his area was given.  He had to park near the 4th Street bridge where the Post Office was, behind what was the Moore Medical Center.  From this viewpoint he saw what looked like 'hell'.  Paul saw fire and smoke and the devastation as he looked toward where our house use to be.  He hadn't received my message so didn't know if I was dead or alive or if he would find me as he walked into the neighborhood, his home from the time he was seven years old.

One of the things Paul noticed was an old tree which leaned towards the back of the house as it grew.  The tornado came through the back yard area and from it's angle, that tree should have fallen on the house but instead was lying along side the house.  If it would have fallen on the house it would have been onto the bathroom, where I was.
 
Finally my message gets through to Paul and he heads over to the Warren Theatre.  I saw him looking for me among the people who were sitting on the steps.  He grabbed me and I wrapped my arms around him and cried in his arms.
 
We went back to the house the next day to see what we could salvage from the ruins.  It was raining so the only thing we did was look for our kitten.  On Wednesday we started going through the rubble.  Paul called for CC again and thought he heard a little 'meow'.  He called me over to where the back bedroom used to be and said, "Listen... do you hear that?"  He called CC again and we both heard her meow.  Then out from underneath all the rubble she came, without a cut!
 
Every day for 2 weeks after we were at the 'house' going through the debris, saving what we could.  We pulled bricks out of the way to see what was salvageable underneath and every day for 2 weeks I dreaded going there.  I hated being there and shook uncontrollably while there. 
 
The outreach of the community and the people from surrounding areas as well as those that came from out of state to help all stricken by this disaster was filled with love, kindness and compassion.  It was overwhelming at times to experience such love.
 
The husband of the wife next door thanked me for having Corey get  his wife out of the closet. I told him I had no idea where he came from because he got here so fast.  He told me Corey told his wife that he worked at the Harley Davidson shop over by the Warren Theatre.  I recently stopped by there to thank him again.  I was told no one by that name worked there or ever worked there.... I do believe that Corey was an Angel heaven sent.
 
my car but not my pool
 
 
I survived an EF5 tornado, laying on the bathroom floor clinging to my cell phone.  By the Grace of God and His Mighty Angels, I survived an EF5 tornado and am very grateful to be alive.
 
Lynne Holman
Moore, Oklahoma
 
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1 Peter 1:6... you will rejoice forever, not withstanding that at present time you are under pressure by the various trials that pass over you.  So that the proof of your faith may appear more precious than refined gold (that is tested by fire) to glory and honor and praise the manifestation of Y'shua whom you have not seen yet you love him and in the faith of whom you rejoice (it is glorious and beyond expression ) that you may receive the reward of your faith, the life of your soul, the grace given to you... Therefore strengthen your mind and be totally awake and wait for the return of Y'shua as obedient children - do not go back to your old ways.  Be Set Apart as He is Set Apart (be holy because He is Holy).  Put your Faith and Hope in Elohim, our Father in Heaven.  Our minds become sanctified by obeying the Truth and we will be full of love, like persons born anew by the Living Word of Elohim who abides forever.  
 
If you should suffer on account of righteousness consider yourself Happy :-)
Do the right thing instead of trying to please everyone else
Put YHWH first in all things
 
Be not dismayed at the trials that befall you as if some strange thing has come upon you...
these things are for your probation.
 
Rejoice that you have participated in the sufferings of Messiah, that you may also rejoice at the revelation of his glory.  Cast all your anxiety upon Elohim for He cares for you.  Be sober and guarded because haSatan like a lion goes about and seeks whom he may devour.  Therefore, resist him being steadfast in the Faith and know that the same suffering befalls your Brothers (your fellow believers) that are in the world.
 




Sunday, May 19, 2013

Metaphors and Realities

A friend offered a quote that raised me eyebrow-
"There is no personal relationship with Yeshua...outside the body of Messiah."

I thought, how can that be? So onward with another study and here's what I have found: people over-emphasize the metaphors and lose sight of the spiritual reality.

Paul writes in Romans that 'the hidden things of Elohim are in our minds.' I believe these hidden things to be His signature showing we are created in His Image, a part of Him is in us. It's the 'cause' that puts us on the path back home. His calling is in our minds, in our thoughts - this explains why we are drawn to finding Truth - we think, ponder, question and search for answers... we 'feel' there is more to life than meets the eye because He has put it there within us. "Those who love Elohim are those whom He called from before our beginning according to His purpose" (also in Romans) So, to say there's no personal relationship with Y'shua outside of Y'shua Messiah is very misleading as Paul reveals our relationship began with YHWH and His Mashiyach way back then - before we were born, before we knew we were part of his body (of believers in Torah and the faith once delivered)... We have been in a continual process (the walk?) of being made righteous by Faith from the day we were physically born.

To say that 'no part of the body can function by itself' is also misleading. We've been functioning since birth, as He called us prior to that, so we have always been part of the body.

"When we find others who have harmony with Y'shua and Torah, we automatically become One People because of the common lifestyle and goals we have in Mashiyach."   In Ephesians it is written when we are bonded in peace we are united by the Ruach haKodesh, as one body and one spirit... I believe prior to being united we are individual bodies, functioning on the path to oneness -- believers find each other everyday! We are not isolated beings, bodiless, without Mashiyach, until then. Y'shua has always been the head -- we, the chosen people, have always been part of the body.

The further we come out of Babylon the better we hear His voice, the Spirit has more room to move within us as he reveals YHWH knew us before we were born, so we must have known Him before creation - think about that for a moment :-) Gee but it's great to be back home! I believe this is the definition of The Kingdom is Near -- The Kingdom is Within -- and what it means to be the spiritual temple of today. We will have peace with Elohim through Y'shua the Anointed One by whom we are brought by faith into His grace.

The love of Elohim is diffused in our hearts by the Ruach haKodesh who is given to us - we have a connection!
"All who put their faith in YHWH are being called into righteousness to walk as Y'shua walked." Andrew Roth

We are many persons in one body (Mashiyach) and naturally members of each other - we have different attributes/gifts according to the grace given us - I understand this and the need to share and reinforce one another. I do not think anyone can do this alone nor is anyone capable of being a body unto themselves unless deceived by Satan - then he becomes the head - YUCK!

Y'shua, according to Matthew, speaks more about what the Kingdom of Heaven is like than any body of believers or his spiritual body.

Friday, May 10, 2013

To Dance or Not to Dance

Several months ago the topic of dance came up within the Torah Study Group I was attending.  A sister came across a website which went into the pagan origins of what some today refer to as Hebraic Dance, or Davidic Dance, or praise and worship dance = Circle Dance.  I followed up this topic with my own study, both within scripture and via resources on the web.  Bottom line - Acceptable dance, whirling and twirling (dancing) is Spontaneous Reaction to Joy, not something planned, choreographed and taught to others.

Examples of Joyful Dancing in Scriptures:
Exodus 15:20,
1 Samuel 18:6-7. 2 Samuel 6:14-23,
Jeremiah 31:4,
Psalm 30:12, Psalm 149, 150:4,
Judges 11:34 (mixed emotions here)
Judges 21:21-23
 
In a rush to embrace the Hebraic Roots/Messianic movement, some good hearted gentiles are overlooking some facts.  Just as we have learned about the origins of the holidays and have quit partaking in them, learned dance steps have pagan origins, too.  We cannot tolerate what is wrong in an attempt to make things right.  We cannot mimic pagan ways and think we are honoring our Creator as He Himself said we cannot take something unholy and make it holy.

Here are some links that delve into the origins of what is being passed off as praise and worship:
 
Is Dancing Biblical?

What does Scripture Say?

Mayim Mayim
this site (Israeli folk dance) has a pdf showing the particular steps called the 'grapevine'
which is what ties in with paganism...

Grapevine Step
same style as the Hebrew Folk Dance
Spiral-Grapevine-Weaver's Dance defined
 
There is so much deception in our life which is a tool used by Satan to keep us from gaining knowledge, to keep us from YHWH our Elohim.  I am thankful for Jamie who brought this topic to my attention to begin with!  Time to take the blinders off!  Be Set Apart because He Is Set Apart :-)
 



 

Monday, October 8, 2012

More about Pagan Holidays

Halloween, christmas, easter, and others... even though I took part in these festivities (from my birth through the mid 90's) I have learned the difference the study of Scriptures.

My friends and family say any time is a good time to praise (Jesus)... but even by unknowingly taking part in pagan rituals, one is NOT bringing praise to YHWH nor His Son, but you make Satan feel pretty good. He loves deception as he is the father of lies.

This 'keep christ in christmas' and believe 'jesus is the reason for the season' are just wrong. Not because I don't believe in Y'shua, but because I DO believe AND understand what YHWH is telling us, as it is written in the Original script - Leviticus in particular.  YHWH gave His people specific times to keep and observe forever, to remember Him, His power and glory and how He has brought us to where we are today. These appointed times (moedim) are:
  • Pesach/Passover
  • Chag HaMatzah/Unleavened Bread
  • Yom HaBikkurim/First Fruits
  • Shavuot/Pentecost
  • Yom Teruah/Feast of Trumpets
  • Yom Kippur/Day of Atonement
  • Sukkot/Feast of Tabernacles and then the 8th Day which is
  • The Last Great Day
All other man-made traditional holidays we've been taught and celebrated since birth are not of our Creator but are of pagan origins - Satan inspired to lead us away from our Elohim YHWH.

Monday, May 7, 2012

To Infinity and Beyond

All the deceptions going on in America these days will divert everyone's attention from what is happening behind the scenes as well as right before their eyes. There is a much bigger picture to be realized. Currently, if everyone is occupied with electronic devices (texting, etc...), meaningless entertainment (TV), finding a cause for imagined justice, digging up dirt on potential candidates, or blaming the rich for being successful, or believing what main stream media feeds them, creating a mental atmosphere of chaos, lies and deceit, then it will be very easy for them to believe the next set of lies coming their way.

Remember, Satan is the Father of Lies and Distractions, and wants to be god. He was slowed down once by a flood that wiped away almost all his evil. He is spiritually defeated by the shed blood of Y'Shua Mashiyach, and yet, he still has a little time left! He will be allowed one more attempt to steal us away from our Creator so it is very important that we are paying attention.

Update 11/2017::: We may be seeing folks lining up behind Francis, the possible false prophet (religious leader) of Revelation who will convince everyone to support the coming world leader.... Satan is the Father of Lies and Distractions, and wants to be god. He could be waving the Vatican over here in one hand distracting us to the government he is in the process of reviving. The covenant Yah made with Abraham continues through his descendants Isaac and Jacob. Ishmael (born of Hagar the Egyptian) was 14 yrs. old when Isaac was born. Yah promised to make a great nation of him, too, but kept His covenant through Isaac. And then Esau and Jacob are born and the ever lasting hatred begins. Esau sells his birthright to Jacob and ends up rebelling against his father Jacob/Israel. He goes to Ishmael and adds to his wives the daughter of Ishmael. ~~ If Yah loves Jacob but hates Esau it makes sense that Satan would choose the descendants of Esau to bring his short lived 'kingdom' to life during the end time scenario. Who are the descendants (the Edomites) of Esau in today's world? We can say Arabs in general but the spirit of Esau's descendants are forever angry at Yahweh, angry at Israel, and and angry with themselves. They never repent and their doom is certain.


Update 6/10/2018: The above link is broken... but I am leaving it here because You Tube removed the video claiming it was 'hate speech'.  If you know me, you would know I would not promote hate, but am strongly involved in bringing truth to the forefront.


Sunday, February 19, 2012

Chip off the Old Block


We've been talking about 'how to buy or sell' techniques that won't require cash or carrying a credit card, and it was brought to my attention that a law has been passed that requires all Americans to be chipped - meaning to have the Radio Frequency Identification microchip implanted beneath the skin, permanently.  I was told this law has been included in the health care bill on page 1004 - I'm still looking for it. (Maybe I didn't copy the page number correctly... I may end up deleting this post if I cannot verify info!) It seems that ID implants could be buried beneath legit medical devices: Medical Devices Concerns

After further review.... 
RFID Implants are not specifically mentioned in Sections 2561 of HR3200 or 2571 of HR3962. What is written could be interpreted to include tracking devices in humans, so it is left open to our imaginations.  Go here: H.R. 3200 and scroll down to bottom of page 1192 for Sect. 2561 if you want to read this part of the bill yourself... National Registry of Medical Devices.

I don't trust TPTB to look out for us so I have no doubt this section of the bill lays the ground work for some sort of system to eventually account for us all, an expansion of Big Brother surveillance system.
Revelation 13:16 ~ And he causeth all, both small and great, rich and poor, free and bond, to receive a mark in their right hand, or in their foreheads.


Tuesday, December 13, 2011

Are You are Believer in the Word

Warning:
If you don't want to stop lying to your children (and deceiving yourself) and still want to 'believe' in and partake of christmas (and other pagan holidays), then don't read any more of this post.

When my husband and I learned that 'Jesus' wasn't born in December, let alone on the 25th of the month, we both agreed to stop partaking of this man made holiday.  We came across this historical info as a result of my asking questions and searching for answers about the origins of the holidays we 'Christians' celebrate. We have been taught these traditions by our parents who were taught by their parents, and their parents, etc... There's a line from scripture that says we have inherited the 'lies of our fathers' and I think this includes the holidays we celebrate. Even if you know that Y'Shua our Messiah was not born in December yet still participate in the acts of these holidays, using vain excuses, you are rebelling against Yahweh and practicing paganism. That makes Satan very happy as paganism is the groundwork for his various false religions that separate us from the One True Living Elohim. Scripture also tells us not to learn the way of the Gentiles (heathen/pagan). 
Jeremiah 10:1-4 - Hear the word which Yahweh speaks to you, O house of Israel. Thus says Yahweh: "Do not learn the way of the Gentiles; Do not be dismayed at the signs of heaven, For the Gentiles are dismayed at them.  For the customs of the peoples are futile; For one cuts a tree from the forest, The work of the hands of the workman, with the ax.  They decorate it with silver and gold; They fasten it with nails and hammers so that it will not topple.
Of course, as children, we had no idea we were being taught a lie, participating in actions that were against the Word of Yahweh, the One True Elohin. We didn't even know that "God" had a Name!

"During the later periods of Roman history, sun worship gained in importance and ultimately led to what has been called a 'solar monotheism.' Nearly all the gods of the period were possessed of Solar qualities, and both Christ and Mithra acquired the traits of solar deities. The feast of Sol and Victus (open unconquered Sun) on December 25th was celebrated with great joy, and eventually this date was taken over by the Christians as Christmas, the birthday of Christ."
quote continued: 
Notice how it says "both Christ and Mithra acquired the traits of solar deities?" Pardon me, but do any alarm bells go off here? The Christians were apparently trying to get more converts so they tried to make the Messiah more like the idols found in sun worship---all under the guise of making him more attractive to pagans. They even brought various elements of the December 25th "feast of the unconquered sun" into their worship by saying that December 25th was actually the Messiah's birthday, which was simply not true. This is the origin of Christmas and this is why we have various pagan-rooted traditions accompanying this holiday.Do we imitate the world to bring the world to the Messiah? Absolutely not. You don't win the world by imitating the world; you win the world by imitating Yahshua the Messiah!It seems to me that true believers should be teaching the unbelievers the true way of Yahweh rather than the unbelievers teaching believers these pagan customs and practices. But these Christians not only learned these heathen ways, they also incorporated them into their worship.
When Paul was writing to the Ephesians, a group of believers who were surrounded by idol worship, he said:Ephesians 5:11 And have no fellowship with the unfruitful works of darkness, but rather reprove them.So we shouldn't be trying to copy idolatrous feasts. Rather, we should be exposing them for the fraud and lie that they are. Creating a new lie by saying the the Messiah was born on Dec. 25th, the birthday of various sun gods, is preposterous. One of the last things our Savior would ever want is to "acquire the traits of solar deities."  end quote
And here's another quote:

“At the Council of Arles in 314 AD, Constantine retained his own divine status by introducing the omnipotent "God of the Christians" as his personal sponsor. He then dealt with the anomalies of doctrine by replacing certain aspects of Christian ritual with the familiar pagan traditions of sun worship, together with other teachings of Syrian and Persian origin. In short, the new religion of the Roman church was constructed as a ‘hybrid’ to appease all influential factions. By this means, Constantine looked towards a common and unified ‘world’ religion - catholic meaning universal - with himself at its head.” 

It was the adoption of these pagan practices of tree worship, sun worship with the observance of the Saturnalia festival on December 25, and other pagan rituals involving holly, yule logs and mistletoe that coalesced over the centuries into the traditions most Christians associate with Christ’s birth today.
Would it be right to take a Satanic holiday that Satanists have invented and then incorporate that holiday along with its customs into the worship of Yahweh? Surely not. We need to realize that all paganism is Satanism. Satan is the one behind all pagan worship. And whatever god the idolaters worship, they are actually worshiping Satan. (end quote)

It is Satan's goal to turn us completely away from the truth, as he is the father of lies and prince of deception. He desires to be worshiped as god, that is why there are so many 'religions' to choose from! Satan is subtle, charming, tells us what we want to hear, and tempts us in so many ways! He makes it real easy to ignore Yahweh's instruction manual. 

We have been 'brainwashed' from childhood to celebrate holidays that have nothing to do with what our Elohim asks of us.  

It’s no coincidence that the two most important Christian holidays were  once two of the most disgusting pagan celebrations, devoted to the blatant exhibition of adultery, gluttony, blasphemy and child sacrifice, behavior specifically forbidden by God. It was an attack on the sanctity of these two events that Christians resisted for over 400 years, but have now accepted to a point where to question them invites ridicule.

So, after finding out that Satan is behind the traditional holidays, how can you continue to partake in the celebrations? Please, come out of Babylon.


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